A circle of friends of which you grow up in. You stick to the through high school and most of your teenage years, to your younge-twenties. What happens when you slowly grow from your friends, your just ready to move out of that circle and see the world.
May it be a couple miles from where your from. You just want out... Out of the clique drama that always seems to be always on going. Though when you think of it no matter where you go there is drama. There are secrets, there are your friends who talk behind your back, there are people who are your friends who just really aren't your friends.
Here I am sitting around a group of friends and I am not writing about them or anything. Like I said in a post before I can write about anything I put my mind to as can anyone else. What I don't understand is people or should I say us being "human" we clam to not judge people, that we hate being judged, but all of us judge everything and everyone. May it be what something is wearing, or how a movie was. EVERYONE has their own opinion...in short...judgement....therefore ALL OF US JUDGE. What gets me are the people who are on your side and then turn around and say otherwise because they are afraid to express their mind. People hold their tongues all in good tentions because they care about us they don't want to hurt your feelings. The sad thing is people want the truth and yet they sometimes cannot handle the truth because the truth is painful, the truth is sad, the truth is furstation, the truth is a virus. Yes, I just quoted pump up the volume...I know I am a dork but hey, seriously the truth is a virus. A virus anyone holds on the inside.
HAve you ever had a feeling that you were no longer welcome in your group of friends or more like you don't fit in...Like you are part of the bigger picture or they are part of the bigger picture. That you just feel out of place? You aren't not the person you were once back in college, high school, or even elementry school. Through our lives we change so much and yet so little at the same time. How do you escape from the what feels safe to you because you are so used to doing the things you once did day to day. The thing is though times change, people grow up and grow out of their groups. In a way I am writing about my own awkwardness with my friends but then again I am not. I just think sometimes you got to move on...but then again you hold on to what you cherish. Friendship is cherished, it is something that has been on going through the moment we established our exsitance. No matter if we're human, or an animal of some sort...friendships are everywhere. ...Honestly...what do you do when you feel like....your friends just aren't your friends anymore...